Staring at sunshine

Cold and distant at times
So Confident at first sight
I left the tears beneath my skin
My smooth and rough and fragile skin
Where none of you can touch me
My heart is just gone too deep
And it can't bleed a single drop
'cause when it starts it never stops
Only few that saw this
Those one or two that notice
That felt the shivers in my bones
Just one or two

But I found protection here
Hiding the deep scars inside
Because inside belongs to me

Oh when I stand in love and wait
Oh when I'm blind before the rails
Living upside down
In the backseat of a train
Riding always straight
In a mess inside again

Cuddly feet and wide eyes
My beauty' hiding my cry
So let me scream it on my own
And gimme time to make this song
'cause I can't split at your sight
I can't breathe at the same time
It's just it's killing me alone
With nothing more

I need protection please
'cause I can't hide my tears anymore
I need your body next to me
It's cold outside

When I stand in love and wait
Waiting lost before the rails
Living upside down
In a backseat of a train
Leading always right
In a mess inside again

Life is sort of passing by
Can you give me a kiss
I need your heart just give me a taste
Gimme all your energy
I'm getting lost
I'm drifting away

But every time you're back
I'm fine
Time stops by
And never comes back
We're always riding straight

And home feel distant this time
I miss it more than last night
And every moment on the road
Is ever temporary

Uh when I stand in love and wait
When I'm blind before the rails
Living upside down
In a backseat of a train
Writing all this time
It's a mess inside again

Cold and distant at time
Know your heart you'll know mine
And you can feel it in my shoes