Addict

In love with this feeling
You give me this healing
Plus I found you appealing
Now it's you that I'm needing fiending
I know you've been misleading
Some points in my life you've been leading
For you all the lying in the past deceiving
Being desperate using and stealing
Provided some clarity self revealing
You always help with the bleeding
For my soul I'm feeding
My depression it's concealing
When I fail you make me feel I'm succeeding
With you on this journey I keep proceeding
What you call the limit I'm always exceeding
If I don't stop it'll be what stops me breathing

I was wondering lost
When I first had it
Reached out to grab it
From habits come addicts
I've got to have it
It's more than a habit
I just can't refrain from it
Because I'm an addict
I was down & broken
When I first had it
Reached out to grab it
These bad habits make addicts
I know I've got to have it
It's clear that it's a habit
I just can't resist it
Maybe I'm an addict

This is not the life you want
I never wanted to chose you
But I don't want to lose you
So I continue to use you
And the way I misuse you
I constantly abuse you
I don't seem to reduce you
continuing to excuse you
Believe me inside deep down
I really want to quit
But I can't help myself do it
Keep coming back to it
This world has really fucked my brain
Now I'm stuck with this pain
I need this little escape
To stop me going insane

I was wondering lost
When I first had it
Reached out to grab it
From habits come addicts
I've got to have it
It's more than a habit
I just can't refrain from it
Because I'm an addict
I was down & broken
When I first had it
Reached out to grab it
These bad habits make addicts
I know I've got to have it
It's clear that it's a habit
I just can't resist it
Its like I'm an addict
All the time I've lost
Since I first had it
Reached out to grab it
From habits come addicts
I've got to have it
It's more than a habit
I just can't refrain from it
Because I'm an addict
I was down & broken
When I first had it
Reached out to grab it
These bad habits make addicts
I know I've got to have it
It's clear that it's a habit
I just can't resist it
I'm an addict



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Writer(s): Luke Jones
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