Running from my crimes

I've got a feeling someone's watching me
cause there's blood on my hands that my eyes can't see
When I talk to the killer inside of me
I see myself through his POV, oh

I've lost the voice in my head
that can tell me right from wrong
Where do I belong?

How am I supposed to live like this?
How can I begin to forgive myself
when I'm living like I'm waiting to die?
I always end up running from my crimes
No one can punish me
like I keep punishing myself
There's a price on my head
dead or alive
I always end up running from my crimes

I wear shame like a guillotine
Someone give me a lobotomy
so I can disconnect from reality
and spare myself the self pity

I've lost control of my head
Where did it go wrong?
Where do I belong?

How am I supposed to live like this?
How can I begin to forgive myself when
I'm living like I'm waiting to die?
I always end up running from my crimes
No one can punish me
like I keep punishing myself
There's a price on my head
Dead or alive
I always end up running from my crimes

But truth will out

I black out in my head
when I think about who would miss me If I disappear
No one's here
Since the day I was left for dead
I've been living in a state of constant fear
the end is near

How am I supposed to live like this?
How can I begin to forgive myself tonight?
I can't keep running,
running from my crimes

No one can punish me
like I keep punishing myself
There's a price on my head
dead or alive
I always end up running from my crimes
I always end up running from my crimes
I always end up running from my crimes