Everlasting Night

Waking up yet I am trapped in darkness
No, I just cannot see a single glimpse of light
A thousand scars carved into my heart
Living means I'm stuck in this eternal fight
Look at me I'm just a fucking disgrace
I feel like everything I did should have brought me to my grave
Every breath I take seems to be a mistake
When I was born, God took a piss in my face
Peace won't come easy. My restless thoughts
Make me believe this is all my fault
I try to breathe but my lungs feel sore
Dreams martyr me on a bed of thorns
Cause I'm trapped in darkness
And I keep clawing at the walls of my own hell
Cause I'm trapped in darkness
My reflection just a twisted sight
A shattered mirror in the everlasting death of night
I'm running and searching
For ways to reverse it
For all the things that are hurting
But it's just making it worse
I want to move but these chains, they won't melt
I'm locked alone inside my inner shell
Tried to act normal and pretend I'm well
The prison my mind, passing the time as a slave of myself
Cause I'm trapped in darkness
And I keep clawing at the walls of my own hell
Cause I'm trapped in darkness
My reflection just a twisted sight
A shattered mirror in the everlasting death of night
Sorry mum you had to carry me
I'm feeling guilty for
That I can't be what dad wants to see
I hate this burden, I hate this life
I hate myself cause I'm afraid to die
My reflection just a twisted sight
A shattered mirror in the everlasting death of night



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