Aggrandicize

(Jamie Paige is mid AF. Like, sincerely, who listens to this shit?)

Tell me I can be a star
A pretty lyric that can go so far
It helps me reason with the things I feel
'Cause under sunlight they can seem so real
I want to have you want me
(I'm caught up in a daydream)
Rebuild me on the daily
(In my eternal reverie)
Erase me from your memory
(To come and see the new me)
And look, I'm wonderful and so brand new

Oh I can grow so big
(Aggrandicize)
Pieces falling into place
(The grand design)
I take this image and stretch
(Aggrandicize)

Maybe there is nothing I can do 'cept dream of you
That maybe in another life, you'd see we're meant to be
But every second that I have to know, the pain in me grows
So I stay caught up in a daydream, making up a memory
Wishing you could stay here with me

And we could grow so tall
(Aggrandicize)
I'm caught up in a daydream
(The grand design)
In my eternal reverie
(Aggrandicize)

They always told me I could be a star
But wishful thinking never got me far
I'm not beguiled by the stagnant life
But I don't run on only love and spite
So baby watch me bleed, yeah I bleed
And I bleed till I'm nothing
So you can fill me up like new

Oh I can grow so big
(Aggrandicize)
And yet I'm never in your view
(The grand design)
Hah, isn't that just so fucking sad?!
(Aggrandicize)

Maybe there is nothing I can do 'cept dream of you
That maybe in another life, I'd be your destiny
But I just think about the way we are, the knife in my heart
So I stay caught up in a daydream, making up a memory
Wishing you could stay here with me

And we could grow so tall
(Aggrandicize)
Redwood sentiment on high
(The grand design)
Doesn't it sound like paradise?
(Aggrandicize)

I want to want you want me
(I'm caught up in a daydream)
But I catch you indirectly
(I'm making up a memory)
My heart's been broken up for far too long
But I still try to find a self in song
I'm caught up in a daydream
(My face is rendered deathly)
And I'm present only slightly
(I'm caught up in a daydream)
But I stay tethered to the backbeat true
Yet I've no rhythm when I'm faced with you

(Jamie Paige is goated with the sauce)
(Watch her bust it down sexual style-)

Maybe there is nothing I can do 'cept dream of you
That maybe in another life, you'd say "join in the play"
But I don't mind it if it stays unheard, the world will still turn
Like sunlight melting in the afterglow, my heart still knows

So when I'm caught up in a daydream
Making up a memory
Wishing you could stay here with me
I'll let this wake me from the reverie
Making better memories
Ones where I don't need you with me
(And I can be so small)