Lost

Hey there, can anyone hear me
Is progress meant to be this reeling
I guess this is how it's supposed to be

Helpless, I've grown into something
So reckless, I thought that you taught me
To want this, was any of it real at all

Cause as soon as I run to you
I fall to the ground
Tearing pieces of skin
That are blood stained and bound
To this shell of a human
I'm trying to comfort
And somehow, I'm still trying to sell

This image of strength that I've
Built all these years through your
Grueling, guttural fears that you
Want so bad to project onto me

But this time I can't keep on saying
Yes to you so I go on craving a
Moment tattered in memories and hope
And suddenly, I'm lost

Watching, waiting for something to
Save me, when did I become so
Needing of anything beyond myself

Cause each time I move forward
I go two steps back
Covered in sweat and tears
As I put on this act
When did being inspiring
Mean losing my mind
How can I continue to find

This image of strength that I've
Built all these years through your
Grueling, guttural fears that you
Want so bad to project onto me

But this time I can't keep on saying
Yes to you so I go on craving a

Moment tattered in memories and hope
And suddenly, I'm lost

So lost
I'm lost
So lost
Can anyone help me
Help me
Help me
When is it my turn to just be
Lost I'm lost I'm lost

This image of strength I've
Built all these years through your
Grueling, guttural fears you
Want so bad to project onto me

But this time I can't keep on saying
Yes to you so I go on craving a
Moment tattered in memories and hope
And suddenly, I'm lost
(This image of strength that I've
built all these years through your)

I'm lost (Grueling, guttural fears that you)
I'm lost (Want so bad to project onto me)
And suddenly, I'm lost