carbonhead

And you got folded in the cards again
She says, "It's not a bet worth taking at best"
"Oh"
"Why don't you go and talk to all of your friends?
Tell you what, give it a year, you'll stay a boy in the end"

I don't know why, but I feel like something's gnawing at me
And it's dying to come through
"You can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
And I don't wanna deal with you"

And you got stuck on the internet again
He says, "You'll never be that angel you dreamt"
"Oh"
"You perverted little molehill of flesh"
His words are feedbacking endlessly in my head

I don't know why, but I feel like something's gnawing at me
And it's dying to come through
"You can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
And I don't wanna deal with you"

Once wore mascara to school
"Almost just blew my cover"
"Let's see those eyes one last time, how come you seem so afraid?"
Those girls told me what to do
Pet project like no other
"We've been living like this our whole lives, you don't know a thing"

Ten years wearing death on a vest
"Jig is up"
Got on the drugs that sink veins into the rest
Time is what's
Still got that longing feeling stuck to your chest
So buck up
You've come so far being scared of what's next

I don't know why, but I feel like something's gnawing at me
And it's dying to come through
"You can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
And I don't wanna deal with you"

"Do me a favor and sink into your chest
While I do my best to forget your mess"
I'm always looping back like I'm on cassette
Drifting the tenor of the ways I digress