Faces

Faces stare at me when I'm outside and
I feel like I'm going to faint and I can't escape
I can't breathe, I feel so small
Will it really be all my fault?

Tears caress my face, I quickly wipe them away
My heartbeat speeds up, I feel so sick again
I don't want to prove that I am weak
Does anyone care about me?

You ruined my day and I don't know why
I'm the one who has to apologize
I'm really trying, just want to survive
Yes, I was trying, but you made me die

I am a wallflower, no one cares if I'm really here
A sense of inadequacy is my constant disease
Why must you make a fool of myself?
For you it's simple, It's all in my head

You ruined my day and I don't know why
I'm the one who has to apologize
I'm really trying, just want to survive
Yes, I was trying, but you made me die
I want to scream and break everything
But inside me I just want some peace
Why are you still judging me?
Why are you still looking at

I am getting lost here
In my twisted mind, i feel
That everything around me is not what it seems to be
I'm fighting my own head
You will never understand
The demons that make me bleed

You ruined my day and I don't know why
I'm the one who has to apologize
I'm really trying, just want to survive
Yes, I was trying, but you made me die
I want to scream and break everything
But inside me I just want some peace
Why are you still judging me?
Why are you still looking at me? ah, ah