Alone Inside

(Verse 1)
I've been staring at the ceiling, but my mind's a blur
I hear you calling my name, but the words don't stir
It fe like I'm sinking into a place I can't describe
Where every breath feels heavy, and I'm barely alive

I wish I could tell you what's going on in my head
But every time I try, the words feel cold and dead
I don't want to be distant, but I just need space
It's like I'm lost in the mirror, don't recognize my face

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm tired of the silence, but it's all I know
A storm inside me, but it doesn't show
I'm pushing you away, but don't let go
I'm drowning in the darkness, but I won't let it take control

(Chorus)
I wish I could scream, I wish I could cry
But all I feel is empty, and I don't know why
I'm fading into shadows, can't see the light
I locke inside myself, losing the fight
I hope one day, I'll find the words again
And be the person I was before the pain set in
But for now, I'm just here, alone inside
Buried in the silence where my feelings hide

(Verse 2)
The house is quiet like I've never been there
You're asking if I'm alright, but I can't even care
I've been sleeping too much just to escape my mind
But every time I wake, it's the same fight to find

I don't know how to tell you it's not your fault
It's like there's a lock on my heart, and I've lost the vault
I'm drifting through the days, like I'm barely alive
Faking a smile, but it's a lie I can't survive

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm tired of this numbness, it's eating me whole
I want to feel something, but I've lost control
I'm pushing you away, though I need you near
But I can't pull you into this darkness and fear

(Chorus)
I wish I could scream, I wish I could cry
But all I feel is empty, and I don't know why
I'm fading into shadows, can't see the light
Locked inside myself, losing the fight
I hope one day, I'll find the words again
And be the person I was before the pain set in
But for now, I'm just here, alone inside
Buried in the silence where my feelings hide

(Bridge)
I know you see the weight I carry in my eyes
You're trying to break through, but I can't let you inside
I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to push away
But this heaviness is something I can't explain, or say

I'm not who I used to be, but I'm trying to hold on
To the pieces of myself that haven't yet gone
One day I'll break free from the shadows I've made
But until then, I'm stuck in this endless shade

(Chorus)
I wish I could scream, I wish I could cry
But all I feel is empty, and I don't know why
I'm fading into shadows, can't see the light
Locked inside myself, losing the fight
I hope one day, I'll find the words again
And be the person I was before the pain set in
But for now, I'm just here, alone inside
Buried in the silence where my feelings hide

(Outro)
I'm searching for peace, but I don't know the way
I'm s in this silence that won't go away
I'm holding on to hope, though it feels far from me
That one day, I'll be the person