Crutch

I've been trying to paint my starry night
With an empty bottle
No pills left to swallow
Highs and lows they don't feel black and white
Colors run together
Not sure if it's better

Like falling without landing
I can barely stand it

Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch

Can't sit through another episode
It's hard to watch the spiral
Cycle of survival
I'm so tired of fighting comatose
This healing isn't healthy
But feeling doesn't help me

Like falling without landing
I can barely stand it

Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch

Close my eyes
Count to five
I think too much
I think too much
Hold it in
Just get up
It's not a crutch
It's not a crutch



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