Sun Gazing

Just going to take a few breathes
More than welcomed to join me
I Thank you for taking the time

Days I find myself outside
Cloud surfing
On the waves created by an element
That's unseen by all
Known only by belief
Seas reflect
Each ripple that brings
The sense of peace in heat
Reminding me of the wings
I was told I once had upon my back
Before falling
Yet as I shed these layers
At my core
I soar over shores to what may be
And it is not easy
To keep what is not resonating any more
Regardless of wow hard I may try to slide back
Into a version of self that was comfortable with
The bliss and ignorance of my actions
And my sadness
On Saturn Rings
To shatter the glasses
Of the madness i wore on
Cloudy days with a chance to
Meet God
Finally to met her
To see Love to be
Trust has never come easy
The freedom of not expecting
Has allowed me to find space
With my intentions
The universe mentally expanding
The vision not to avoid
But see what is within it
The void of anything where everything all at once becomes
And results do not materialize but integrate with what is
And what is not I shall never know
And that's fine as grains of sands
Where time is passing through a lens
Becoming a spectrum of light
Gracing the iris