Breaking Down

Breakin' down, breakin' down, yeah, I'm in this fight (Uh, StillWill)
Lookin' for the light, but l'm stuck in the night (Look, look)

Yo, it started with a puff, just to ease the stress, lighting up the night
Tryna always go and feel my best
Little did I know, I was sealing all my fate
Now every high a chase, gotta go and medicate. Uh

Niggas hooked on the feel, but it's daytime rob
Each line I draw be the line of a new job
I'm tryna keep the friends real but they only see flaws
Now I'm stuck makin change by breaking the law

Friends say they care, but they keep steppin away
Watching from the sides as my life fall in decay
Yea I'm high up on the cope, and it's feeling great
But comin on down never been a piece of cake
When I'm sober I get filled with all my hate
So I lean on the green to slow down my pace
I wish I had a place I could to put all this blame
But my minds kinda fuzzy so I numb it to the pain

Breakin' down, breakin' down, yeah, I'm in this fight
Lookin' for the light, but l'm stuck in the night
Try to climb, try to climb, try to go escape
But these drugs got me shackled, I can't catch a break

Once I had a dream, now it's shattered glass, Every hit I take, take me further from the my past
I look into the mirror, I see a stranger's eyes, Trapped in a loop, where hope slowly dies
Family cries, they don't recognize
The shell of a person who believed in lies
I tried rehab, even thought I could quit
But the pain pulls me back, it's a greedy little bitch

Whispering demons, they ain't lettin' go, Chasing shadows, yea I'm lost in the undert-t-tow
Heart beat heavy, like a drum of doom, in this battle alone, I'm caged in my own room

Breakin' down, breakin' down, can't take the heat
Million miles runnin' I got nowhere to meet
Fight to survive, I escape the grip, but these chains got me shackled, I'm losin it bit by bit

Dreams broken, scars that won't heal, Every day's a struggle, every pain that I feel
Hoping one day that I'll break free, find my peace, until then this high will never cease

The clock tick tocks, like a bomb set to blow, How did it start? Man, I don't even fuckin know
Lost in the haze of my own self-control
Searching for warmth, but the needle fell in the snow

Saw my homie fall, man, that hit hard, Another soul lost, they driftin' in the yard
Thought it was control, thought I had reign, But I'm just another player in this deadly game

I see kids on the block, hopes still intact, Wanna scream out loud, go get your life back
I'm fighting my demons, showed em it was like that
Hoping that this message helps all the hurting fight back

Breakin' down, breakin' down, yeah, I'm in this fight
Lookin' for the light, but l'm stuck in the night
Try to climb, try to climb, try to go escape, But these drugs got me shackled, I can't catch a break