Let Go

I'm living but don't feel alive
It feels like you've killed me a thousand times
Every time I think that I'm fine
You always got me checking twice

Panic stabs through when you walk through the room
Fight or flight moves to the sound of the tunes
Everybody saying that I can't like you
But it's only hurting worse 'cause I know I still do
Why?

I just need you to let go
Trying so hard to escape the pain
But it all means nothing when I see your face again
I just need you to let go
Let go

You're depressed, slept through another day
You're obsessed, I can't seem to escape
Try to push back just to get some space
Like bullets in my back fighting through the pain

You said you'd love me all the time
But all that care was just a lie
They say it gets better as the days go by
But I don't want to wait just turn and say goodbye
I just need you to let go

Trying so hard to escape the pain
But it all means nothing when I see your face again
I just need you to let go

(I just need to let go)
And I'm inching closer to the grave (I just need to let go)
Wondering who'll even cry on that day
Choking on the words I left unsaid (I just need to let go)
Does it even matter if I end up dead
No I can't let this be the death of me (I just need to let go)
Fighting to survive so endlessly
I've been holding onto hope so desperately (You just need to let go)
Just waiting for the day that I can slip away
Yeah
Open your eyes and see (Need to let go)
Realize the truth and grieve
(You just need to let go)
There's nothing left to say (Let go)
I'll go out my own way
And so you know
I've let you go