It Festers

You're all alone and your worst fears come true
You're being followed and you don't know by who
None of them are real every person you knew
Every person you've been close to
They'll be asking what ever happened to you
Forgetting every memory he's been through

I don't wanna be forgotten
Please keep your memories of me when my times out
I'm just wasting away rottin
And every single thing that I think leaves my mind now
(And every single thing, I think, it leaves my motherfucking head)

In too deep a hundred concussions in
Who the hell am I and where do I live
I don't remember what I just did
Who am I and why do I live
Is this life really worth living

I don't wanna be forgotten
Please keep your memories of me when my times out
I'm just wasting away rottin
And every single thing that I think leaves my mind now
(And every single thing, I think, it leaves my motherfucking head)

Scared by my own fucking thoughts but I also can't trust anyone
Something in my psyche festers that I can't seem to overcome
Everyday gets worse and my speech is slurred
The old self in me is overrun
Now every night I'm sleeping for two hours with a loaded shotgun
These strangers in my house they leave me scared and confused
They tell me that we're family, together through and through
They're planning to sacrifice me so I know what I must do
Murder suicide, My last actions on the news