PBR & A Rap Verse (Sober)

So I'd like to take a couple minutes of your time to
Talk about my inner struggles, inner demons, past problems
And my new reasons on why I fight so hard every day to
Just be the best me. Yeah, yeah, yeah

Addiction, it run in my family, all of us struggle with something
Swear it go way, way back, way down the bloodline, many struggle to function
Used to keep running by, always clutching that brew, tip it back till I fill up on suds
And tip back another, then another, problems piled up and started to smother, all for a cover

I was living so low, brushing shoulders with the devil, no matter which way I go
Couldn't look into a mirror without wanting to explode
Cause I hated what I seen in the path that I even chose, didn't know though
I was so good at hiding my hurt, always looking like a good time, really was in the dirt

Always crying out for help but never could find the words
Less I put it in a rhythm and spit it out on the verse like
Cause they never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice
Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind

Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse
Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse
Cause they never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice
Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind

Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse
Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse
No need for the pabst in my rap verse
Addiction run deep in my blood so the fight that I fight have been something

I dealt with day one but as time marches on I get stronger by clutching
This bible and cross on my neck that I know will help me through the toughest
Let me fear no evil that comes in this life cause I've been through the oven
And I ain't never going back to picking up a bottle, sipping and swimming laps with the devil

Ever going back to living life wicked willing to wrestle with my sober mental
Ever try to harm my own vessel, I'm never gonna peddle backwards in a good life, in a good fight
Now I'm living right in the good light with a good sight
Doing how I should and I stood right in the face of the worst

And I cut him down with a good slice I remember when
They ain't never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice
Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind
Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse

Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse
They ain't never wanna listen till I put it to a beat with a hook and it sound nice
Never wanna see the dark side or help with the fight that I was losing in my mind
Used to struggle with something that I couldn't do much about till it got worse

Now I'm living my life as I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse
Addiction affect a whole lot of us lots of us struggle with something
Depression been killing the ones that we love yet we jump to assumptions
Like with an overdose we all assume that they partied all day getting high right

Thought if they smiled then they happy but we never really took a second to even look behind
Addiction run deep in my blood for the longest I lived like the roughest
My head was a wreck and I hated myself even more in the substance
Would cry on the mic cause I thought they would listen if I made it sound nice

But the only one to listen was the one who gave me the strength to even rap like
If they really wanna listen you can put it to a beat with a hook make it sound nice
But they only wanna hear the dark side if you really want life gotta find Christ
I used to struggle with something that I couldn't fight all alone until I heard

God's plan now I'm living how I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse
If they really wanna listen you can put it to a beat with a hook make it sound nice
But they only wanna hear the dark side if you really want life gotta find Christ
I Used to struggle with something that I couldn't fight all alone until I heard

God's plan now I'm living how I should so no need for the pabst in my rap verse