CATHARSIS

I want a diet based on caviar and lobster
Best believe I won't be feeling no imposter syndrome
I'm working hard. I've been here creating bars
I'm sick of producing dark shit
I love it, but just listen to when I put my subconscious to it
I know my guardian and I wouldn't call him angel
I focus on the days I feel like I got it all
And I always love today
I just love tomorrow more
Sometimes I listen to biggie
Laying face down on the carpet
I like listening to violent shit
I think it's cathartic
It makes me less inclined
To follow through with all my thoughts
And it's better for my heart
To not go through all the heartache
That's why I don't get attached easily
I've had some hard days
I used to be extremely susceptible to emotions
At seven, I had a water balloon
And stuck some eyes on it
Called it Bob, my brother popped it
I cried for 20 minutes
And got teased for my attachment
I didn't know what cash did
Why everyone wanted it
But soon I got enlightened
When I saw that little Lego set
I remember what mama said
It's your money you can do what you want with it
But I didn't have it yet
Waited for a while
And when I finally had it
Made her bring me back in town
The Lego set was gone
Just sold, I saw it in the hands
Of someone unworthy and spoiled
I didn't cry, then I knew I was growing
That's how I knew I was growing
I didn't cry, but I should've
Catharsis and shit
Okay, let's get it back again
Another story, another year, another Jordan
If the night is getting boring
Pop a molly, another beer
I got no metal face
I never reduce to only having a beer left
At least a couple kegs
I listen to myself and see the old me fade to black
I used to be so innocent
Then the years took my hand
And drifted me from the mainland
To where you smell the crack bubbling
Where thieves attack
Don't think just cause they're tourists here
Florence isn't packed with evil and bad decisions
It's rapid from a bad look to getting stabbed
Here children walk around with switchblades
Just to be part of a baby gang fuck
Pray you don't get pocket watched by an 11-year-old
You're not part of a hazing
Or just basic protocol
You cut somebody then get called by a 20-year-old
Who did the same thing for the same reasons
Nine years ago
Jordan's back again and got a classic on him
Mezzo fiorentino e mezzo americano
Stai tutto geloso perché sto spaccando
Motherfucker, shut the fuck up
Imma gonna catch you
Run around like ain't nobody's business
Fuck your bitch and check her off my fuck list
Try to knock, don't wanna interrupt
Don't want to interrupt
That bitch a cup
I be going fast
So I leave her in the dust
Leave that bitch to me
You don't know how to make her come
You were not able, you are disabled
Your stupidity is crippling you're unfaithful
I was serious now I'm not
Got that sample rocking on my c
Wait, what?
Bring that shit back
Jordan is back
You know Jordan is back
You was waiting for that autotune
You was waiting for that
You was waiting for that
Free thugger
I never said that, but free thugger
I like his music
I don't know what happened or what he did
But free him
I want more of his music