Paper Planes

A mental diary, 18th of August 2020
I'm fucking, so, just done, man
If there wasn't people fucking nearby I could start crying, easy
There's like tears right there man, ready to go

I'm sitting in the midland's sky praying for a change
My teardrops keep on falling just like the pouring rain
I didn't know it then, but I was in my darkest days
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away

Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
I wish I knew that heavy hearts, maxed credit cards will go away
Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
Thank God I knew when life gets hard, I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing "Oh, Hallelujah," it's okay
It's all gonna be okay

My mind is like a wrecking ball, destruction in its wake
And I've been working 14 hours for just as many days
My brother sees my crying, but it's not that kind of pain
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away

Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
I wish I knew that heavy hearts, maxed credit cards will go away
Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
Thank God I knew when life gets hard, I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing "Oh, Hallelujah," it's okay
It's all gonna be okay

And, I just
Life, man
What the fuck?
I feel just mentally and emotionally drained

Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
I wish I knew that heavy hearts, maxed credit cards will go away
Singing, "Oh, Hallelujah"
Thank God I knew when life gets hard, I'll wear the scars of yesterday
I'll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing "Oh, Hallelujah," it's okay
It's all gonna be okay