Hiding from the Moon

Everything you do feels like a threat to me
I can't even exist peacefully
I used to worry about there being a ghost in the machine
But now I fear the ghosthood lives within me
Heavenly Father, something terrible happened
What is mine was stolen
And now I must go get it back
And now I must go to war for it
And now I must be macabre for it

Heavenly Father, I feel fatally dismal
This pain won't go even with anesthesia
Watched my castle crumble under the weight of all that's sublime
And when I saw the flames of our devotion grow cold
I cried and cried and cried and cried
When I saw your Midas touch become my twisted knife
I cried and cried and cried
I'm seeking retribution with all my might
I won't let my military dresses be stained this dark
You'll cry and cry and cry and cry

The ground trembles with every tear I'm shedding
Please forgive me for not safeguarding your bliss
I'm hiding from the moon, I don't want it to see
How much I'm dying just to feel your kiss

Watched my castle crumble under the weight of all that's sublime
And when I saw the flames of our devotion grow cold
I cried and cried and cried and cried
When I saw your Midas touch become my twisted knife
I cried and cried and cried and cried
I'm seeking retribution with all my might
I won't let my military dress be stained this dark
You'll cry and cry and cry and cry

Can you think of all the horrible things
The Moon has witnessed?
And yet this might be the worst thing thus far, I'm sorry
I'm hiding from the moon
Do not let it be known, no
That I've been crying for you
I begged you to put me to rest
And then watched you look down at me from your crest
My military dresses with invisible stains
My mind that can only focus on warfare
And your soft power that makes me so overwhelmed
Have all come together to steal my restfulness
I refuse to give you advantage ever again
I'm hiding from the moon
Do not let anyone know, no
About my underhanded hopes
About the time you mistook my tears for dewdrops
And you still were the King I extolled
The Hell you brought to the fields of my heart
Will be met by pain you cannot disown
My weapons are covert but my eeriness is not
I want to become your own personal haunted doll
And now that the night has betrayed both of us
You know it's okay if you want to attack
It's okay if you want to attack
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