FISHEYE

Here's a story of long-lost hope
A girl so lucky everything was her gold
They said
"Don't think so quick
Don't be too optimistic
Don't confuse reality with your stupid dreams"

I've been
Stuck here it's getting old
My fairytale is gone
I've been trying for so long

Slowly again
Step by step I'll be my own friend

When all of it is over
I'll be left to wonder
If it ever got better
Did I ever get better?
'Cause I'm underwater when I try to go forward
I only plunge further
It's a one-man murder
It's been my self-made slaughter
Going on forever

I've been
Leaving my body to float
Down this river of fears
Up to some better years

My brain's a mess
I have so much to confess
I've been such a good actress
So charmless and I digress

When all of it is over
I'll be left to wonder
If fate had something better
Does it even matter?
'Cause I'm underwater when I try to go forward
I only plunge further
It's a one-man murder
It's been my self-made slaughter
Going on forever

I'm living life through a fisheye
Maybe it's all but a lie
Is it even worth a try?
I'm stuck inside
I'm blinded by the haze in my mind
When will I see it
All with my own eyes

Again she runs to her death
She'll run further
Footsteps lighter
Doesn't know where she'll find home
She's just another
A perfect loser
Again she thinks
"It's not fair here
Who am I to even care?"

When all of it is over
I'll be left to wonder
Have I escaped from under?
Have I gotten any stronger?
Still I'm underwater but I try to go forward
I'll go on further
I'm waking up from my slumber
It's been my self-made slaughter
Is it done? I wonder

(Another perfect loser)



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