twenty & alone

Crying on somebody's shoulder
Guess it took a stranger to know that I need help
Waking up to sunsets
Got none of my pride left,
Worried bout the way I been worried bout myself
Cuz I'm too fucking tired to care about the climate
Spending days on end in my head feels like dying

Know I probably should,
It's been hard to see the good

Twenty and alone
Needa grow up but I won't
Tell me something I should know by now
I just try to cure it with a smoke
But I'm only burning holes
You can smell it on my clothes, no doubt
Say you don't notice
But we both know it
Twenty and alone
Ya I'm twenty and alone right now

Obsessing over spots on my skin
My own inconvenience, is the death of me
Try to be deserving of love but my edges are rough
To the touch, what's enough?

Twenty and alone
Needa grow up but I won't
Tell me something I should know by now
I just try to cure it with a smoke
But I'm only burning holes
You can smell it on my clothes, no doubt
Say you don't notice
But we both know it
Twenty and alone
Ya I'm twenty and alone right now

Know I prolly should
I'd grow up if I could
Kinda thought I would
But I never found the good

Twenty and alone
Ya I'm twenty and alone right now