Pretty Sweet Little Mess

Used to wake up every morning feeling insicure
Show to my mama all the pictures of other pretty girls
God, she got so mad, told me where's your confidence?
I'll begin to listen when you'll talk about yourself

Put on too many masks to see which one might be the best
I became all characters with whom I was obsessed
Confess, it didn't work. Mama wasn't wrong
"Don't let a guy you like affect the way you see the world"

I'm this pretty sweet little mess
With Up and Downs going over my head
Analyzing all the details
Even when they didn't matter
Changing mood based on the weather
Fixing everybody's problems
Really hope that I'll be better, I'll be better, I'll be better

I don't get all the boys of my age
Got breakdowns over things that I made
Hiding all my saddest feelings
Stubborn, but I will deny it
And if I lie, my mom will notice

I tried circumstantial phrases to make me sound smart
No, I've never been too good at wearing make-up
Clumsy funny me, does it make me weird?
Damn the nights when I hide my personality

And I'm the worst at making choices
Wonder what could have been different
Eternally undecided, not now but I'll do it
Couples of dead-ends, I was training for what is next

I'm this pretty sweet little mess
With Up and Downs going over my head
Analyzing all the details
Even when they didn't matter
Changing mood based on the weather
Fixing everybody's problems
Really hope that I'll be better, I'll be better, I'll be better

I don't get all the boys of my age
Got breakdowns over things that I made
Hiding all my saddest feelings
Stubborn, but I will deny it
And if I lie, my mom will notice

I want to be pretty
I'm cooler in my dreams
I'm a little acid
It's blood's fault, don't blame me
I'm stuck in my twenties
In a world full of bullshits
Peers are graduating
Don't care if you judge me

I'm this pretty sweet little mess
With Up and Downs going over my head
Analyzing all the details
Even when they didn't matter
Changing mood based on the weather
Fixing everybody's problems

I don't get all the boys of my age
Got breakdowns over things that I made
Hiding all my saddest feelings
Stubborn, but I will deny it
And if I lie, my mom will notice
Really hope that I'll be better
I'll be better, I'll be better, I'll be better, I'll be better
I'll be fine