Going Going Gone

It's so sad on Christmas
I lie awake at night
Even tho lights are glistening
In my eyes they don't look right

Santa, you keep me in check
Even tho I can do every step I want
I'm in sight
I feel you watching
Really wanna get away
But like im stuck

Chained to you and your frame
I'm in your fist since I was a child

It's so sad on Christmas
I lie awake at night
Even tho lights are glistening
In my eyes they don't look right

I'm alone in my head
I don't even know how to pretend
That it is good to be back home again

I worry that this year I'll do something different
You gon' implode and imma grief different
I'm scared of that like I'm still nine
Not an adult with problems at age twenty five

Lights are glistening tho
I trap my worries there
Love to watch reflections
In warped colorful spheres
It's easy to escape
Forget where we are
Every years different
Every year I'm around

It's so sad on Christmas
I lie awake at night
Even tho lights are glistening
In my eyes they don't look right

I'm alone in my head
I don't even know how to pretend
That it is good to be back home again

It's so sad on Christmas
I lie awake at night
Even tho lights are glistening
In my eyes they don't look right

I'm alone in my head
I don't even know how to pretend
That it is good to be back home
Even tho my home is where I should've been



Credits
Writer(s): Maciej Szkonter
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