Credits (It's Only a Matter of Time)

Watch the blood coagulate
Watch my body regulate
Watch me rise above, I'm standing still but still I elevate

I feel fake, I feel hate, I feel great
I might crash, I might snap, I might break
A pipe dream, at 19, a long wait
All the streetlamps come on and the light fades

Sleeping but you wide awake
Dreaming while you wide awake
Time is ticking all away
Never know, just what's at stake
Never knew you felt this way
Never could you get a break
Take a slice, it's like it's cake
So real that it's feeling fake

Shower thoughts, meditation
Breathing in, oxidation
Breathing out, asphyxiation
Throat is sore

Lash out, thought it was a tear, but it's not
Pass out, hope another day, make it not
Gotta stay awake cause my brain is running round
Brain take away all my strength, all I got

Saw she lost her life, when she lost her memory
Saw it in her eyes, be forgetting who she is to me
I wasn't surprised, still it left a hole in me
It wont be the last, Rest in peace to Uncle Tony

All the missing people leaving space in the house
All the closed doors leave a tomb in the house
When it comes to living better get your cash out
When it comes to dying better get your cash out

Gold watch, dread the day that I wear it
Chrome box, hate the date of appearance
Pine box, both the faces were staring
Gold watch, never worn, I'll take care of it

Gold watch, don't match with a black suit
Don't watch, lit match in the bathroom
Tick tock, cause your past will attack you
Don't watch, this event will effect you

Cast out, I don't see no gates in the clouds
Cast out, I don't have no faith in the vows
Cast out, heartbeat, no sound
Cast out, now I see a face in the clouds

Go back home, nothing waiting for me
Go back home, nothing waiting for me
Go back home, nothing waiting for me
Go back home, no one waiting for me

Yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I feel so alone

Yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I feel so alone
Yeah, I feel so alone