Lose Your Mind

This is to the first Girl
I ever loved
For whom I was
Never enough
I couldn't be your
Only one

Sending all of nothing
Back and forth
I could never see
My own worth
Lost in
Your drawn-up delusions

Now I'm
Watching you online
You lose your mind
And lose your pride
Bruised sockets
Barely open once were
Dreamiest blue eyes
I wish that I could help
But stop myself
From reaching out no
I won't let you
Drag me down too
This time

Gave you the best years
Of my life
Sixteen til COVID took its flight
Missed your chance
To do things right

Now Somehow
You found out I'm single
Four years of nothing said
How did you ever think you
Could fool me Like that again

Now I'm
Watching you online
You lose your mind
And lose your pride
Bruised sockets
Barely open once were
Dreamiest blue eyes
I wish that I could help
But I stop myself
From reaching out
No I won't let you
Drag me down too
This time

And I'm feeling so ashamed
Even though I'm not to blame
Second-hand embarrassment
From your online consequences

Old friends reaching out to me
"She's going crazy have you seen?"
And I try to laugh
But I'm grieving your potential

Cause now I'm
Watching you online
You lose your mind
And lose your pride
Bruised sockets
Barely open once were
Dreamiest blue eyes
I wish that I could help
But stop myself
From reaching out
No I won't let you
Drag me down too
This time



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