Half Stayed

What's it been six months or six days
Since I saw you last
Maybe if I weren't so uptight
I'd have a better way to tell you that
I don't even know if we have anywhere left
For a bloom like ours to grow
I half hold the hand I used to know

Tripping up falling over
Did we move on too fast
I don't know if I miss this or just wish
I had a better grasp on you
And I don't understand
Why did a bloom like ours not grow
I half hold the hand I used to

Name this framed us
In a space you never asked for
You swore I was the one
But wanted to change
Everything about the way
We did everything
It's such a shame that
We were both too scared
Just too afraid to say it
So we both half stayed

It must have been ten fights and two fucks
When I left our room
You left town and shut me out
Swore you'd come back a better you
Wondering why a bloom like ours can't grow
But we were always half holding hands
Didn't wanna be the first to let it go

I always named this framed us
In a space you never asked for
You swore I was the one
But wanted to change
Everything about the way
We did everything
A fucking shame that
We were both too scared
Just too afraid to say it
So we both half stayed in it