the sidewalk ended

the sidewalk ended by my crib
the phones don't reach us
theres only this
fine by me
I said its fine by me
foggy windows
the raindrops hit
you love my heartbreak
it sounds like this
fine by me
I said its fine by me
permanence in getting mixed up
I see you when I think too much
swerving through the mist of symptoms
I'll see you if I drift enough
they say good things never last
I just laugh at that
cause that's why we did
that's why I did
fine by me
I said its fine by me
the sidewalk ended
it left me stranded
I can't be mad though
it was my idea
fine by me
I think its fine by me
back for a bit
stuck between the when, why, where, how
and it's bliss
sketching outlines
of places I visited in my downtime
I fell asleep for years
it was better than this
Ben you're better than this
apprehensive in social settings
I smoke and I drink
in attempt to forget I met you
and conversations I had with people
I really wish I didn't know
I'm Rickey Henderson
they'll never catch me sprinting home
when the dates getting lost in the fog
every day feels the same
waking up becomes a job
get used to mundane
get a plant, get a dog
find a hobby or you'll always be
who you've been all along
and you don't want that
why don't you want that?
you need a house and a fam in the Adirondacks
these are not my friends
they're just some numbers in my contacts
the sidewalk I used to scrape my knee on
the only thing that's constant
the sidewalk ended by my crib
the phones don't reach us
theres only this
fine by me
I said its fine by me
foggy windows
the raindrops hit
you love my heartbreak
it sounds like this
fine by me
I said its fine by me