Young

I was not ready for life
Since then I opened my eyes
I'll hold my head high with pride
Now I'm in love with my life
I was not ready for life
When I was a kid I wanted to be dead I was Young
Since then I opened my eyes
And now for my kids I will live so that they can stay Young
I'll hold my head high with pride
I'll strive to survive in a life where so many die Young
Now I'm in love with my life
And I'll fight these demons till I die I'm no longer Young
Man, I'm pacing this cell
And my celly is tellin me to calm the fuck down
But I can't, I must rant, I can't stand it no more
All these thoughts 'bout my life and what I'm doing wrong
Why do I make choices from the voices I hear?
My mental state's shaky, these thoughts are not clear
These continuous villainous thoughts are delusional
But sometimes they make sense so it gets real unusual
Tellin' me secrets 'bout life and it's meanin'
And I'm feenin' for truth so are these really demons?
Are they givin' me insight so I will believe'em
Or is it a trick to get me back in treatment?
I don't understand what goes on in my head
This is why at age 9 I wanted to be dead
But now I just wanna decipher this shit
What the fuck is my problem? Why am I like this, man?
I was not ready for life
When I was a kid I wanted to be dead I was Young
Since then I opened my eyes
And now for my kids I will live so that they can stay Young
I'll hold my head high with pride
I'll strive to survive in a life where so many die Young
Now I'm in love with my life
And I'll fight these demons till I die I'm no longer Young
Damn, what the fuck's going on with me?
I am slowly fighting the demons controllin' me
When I was a kid all these thoughts were consolin' me
But now I found out that this life ain't about me
I live for my kids in hope's they will be happy
But I'm more than a man and more than just their daddy
I'm something like a teacher and they're like my students
And it's prudent I influenced them to do better than I was doing
So I'm using my music sorta like a tool for'em
To show'em your thoughts only matter in how you using'em
Your thoughts and your feelings are different, don't confuse'em
It's the choices we make and not what we may think of'em
This is my lesson so if you have questions
Then I'll be around to be sure that you get it
So fuck this depression cause y'all are my blessin's
Tony, Angel, Kirsten I'll be sure that y'all never say
I was not ready for life
When I was a kid I wanted to be dead I was Young
Since then I opened my eyes
And now for my kids I will live so that they can stay Young
I'll hold my head high with pride
I'll strive to survive in a life where so many die Young
Now I'm in love with my life
And I'll fight these demons till I die I'm no longer Young
I was not ready for life
Since then I opened my eyes
I'll hold my head high with pride
Now I'm in love with my life
I'm no longer Young



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