Envy

Dear Lord, why they envy me? Middle fingers to my enemies
Top down, I love to see the hate
Gettin' bags in a major way
I done seen bridges burn in the jungle, baby
I'm a product if the slum trap nigga, baby
In the slum with the hustlers and the gunners, daily
Cut the head off a snake before I let him snake me
I look my demons face to face in the mirror, baby

Hey, runnin', and I don't even care if they see it comin'
They blitz me and I'm a gunner, if 12 come, I'm a bum
You fumble, they ain't gon' want you
They score on you, they gon' touch you
And over here, we don't punt, I don't care if it's 4th and 100
Feel, don't do no bumpin', you better put up some numbers
Them steppers play every summer, nigga, and winter
Texas nigga, stretch ya over to breakfast and dinner
Keeper, I just hit a bitch, I need a bread winner
Choppa shot retarded like that special ed nigga
Seen your head spinner, bet I put some lead in him
A brain dead nigga, especially when the meds in him
Dead, that shit end up dead, nigga

Tell them puppies, fuck it up
You know I'm mixin' acetone with ether
I can't believe that nigga said, go and check on your people
Six feet, it ain't enough, we goin' deeper
And I've been on their front lines since I had on the beeper
You know that 8-8-12, hold 30 shells, call a sweeper
But hold a pair of hearts, and the riders name the reaper
Tell them I mean everything I said
When you kill him, make him beg
Have his family members sayin', oh, Lord
Prayin', holdin' candles in their hands
While the cameraman said, you'll never ever play with them boys
This nigga better stand on what you said
Nigga, I don't wanna hear it
You can have that conversation with God

Soul filled with hurt, spirit full of love
Still get it out the mud, leave churches, sell drugs
Jesus covered me in blood, but I'm mixed with the mud
Grace is when the Lord give you shit you don't deserve
I know I'm gangsta, cause when shit got gangsta
Start dumpin' without thinkin'
All the smokers think I'm famous
Sleepin' on the floor and my bed was a blanket
Youngin' jump off the porch and them niggas left him stanking

Movin' on through these trenches
Where niggas hang out like wet clothes
Jump fly, I jump the pilot
We crash as soon as this jet close
Niggas be out here huffin' and puffin'
They blowin' shit down
Niggas talkin', they standin' on shit
I get niggas sit down
Conversation ain't for me
I'm here to beat niggas up and dip
Look Bitch I'm here to trip
Slip, get flipped, slumped inside the whip
Better know with this chapter
We on a different page
Try me, have it, smokin' like a sage

I developed a sense of nature of patience for these haters
By doin' what only matters
And killin' you niggas later
My presence is a mouth to paper, only
Yeah, it be hard to shake them demons off me
Gotta get that shit up off me
Cause shit be costly
Niggas salty off the dribble
And shit condone the violence
Go tell them 30 was with him
In a stolen dirty Chevy
With a cup of dirty pistols
Off the rip shit, we gon' rip him
And kill him, it's God willing

Dear Lord, why they envy me? Middle fingers to my enemies
Top down, I love to see the hate
Gettin' bags in a major way
I done seen bridges burn in the jungle, baby
I'm a product if the slum trap nigga, baby
In the slum with the hustlers and the gunners, daily
Cut the head off a snake before I let him snake me
I look my demons face to face in the mirror, baby

I can't help it that my trust fucked up
Scars show no love
Keep your guards up at all times
Love will switch up
If you done seen the shit that I seen
You hard to go numb
A pair of lip will say anything
I don't believe none
I done been down that road
Betrayal turned my heart cold
Can't trust a soul
I'm in tune with the demons
Since its bloods in the chest
Where blood money flow
I had to get it out the mud
Just to stack it

Dear Lord, why they envy me? Middle fingers to my enemies
Top down, I love to see the hate
Gettin' bags in a major way
I done seen bridges burn in the jungle, baby
I'm a product if the slum trap nigga, baby
In the slum with the hustlers and the gunners, daily
Cut the head off a snake before I let him snake me
I look my demons face to face in the mirror, baby