Ambivalence

I destroy myself
To try and be a better man
What is this life worthwhile
When all I feel is pure self-doubt

It feels like I'm chasing a ghost
Stuck in the mirror
Eating away

Torn by ambivalence
I'm caught in the middle
My thoughts diverge
Between negative and positive
My heart pulled into pieces
Can't find the right balance
Between love and hatred

From Belgium to the Netherlands motherfuckers
Out Of The Blue representing Dutch fight music
Yo snitches get stitches we are on some real shit motherfuckers
Fils de pute

I rebuild myself to try and heal
From all these wounds
Can't decide if I want this or not
My mind bleeds with an ever aching rot

I am a two-faced piece of shit

Torn by ambivalence
I'm caught in the middle
My thoughts diverge
Between negative and positive
My heart pulled into pieces
Can't find the right balance
Between love and hatred

It feels like I lied to myself
Trying to comprehend
In this world that I want to fucking end

You are a two-faced piece of shit

In this world that I want to end
In this world that I want to end
In this world that I want to end
In this world that I want to end



Credits
Writer(s): Roy Sniekers, Justin Cohnen
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