Back N Forth

I'm running out of patience
Keep up with my antics cause I stay dangerous
There's nothing in my mind that you can call basic
Trynna keep my sanity through these phases

Back and forth, I'm spinning here we go again
I've been up, you know I had to use my pen
I love both but tell where does it end?
Does it ever end?
Sometimes it scares me away
It's hard to admit, that this heart of mine ain't made for the games
Sometimes It's all that I crave
But it's hard to admit that
This heart of mine ain't made for the games

Usually I don't make excuses
You made me a lover, but I love to prove shit
Focused on improving, baby I be moving
Till you hit the break and question what I'm doing

Back and forth, I'm spinning here we go again
Crossing roads, lately I've been on the fence
I love both but tell where does it end?
It will never end
Sometimes it scares me away
It's hard to admit, that this heart of mine ain't made for the race
At times It's all that I crave
But it's hard to admit
That this heart of mine ain't made for the race

Bad habits or incense, winterblues and sunsets
Solid men or hoodrats, simple things turned complex
Natural or red head, lobster or some shake shack
Solitude or good sex, shouldn't be this complex, complex