NARCISSISM

Boy oh boy
What a shitshow love can be
One moment all is good
The other you're sitting next to me (talking bout)
How you'll do things differently
And how we ain't what you hoped we'd be
And me? Not being honest with me
Giving and giving while living in your reality

What a shit show love can be
To be walking hand in hand
In the park, out on the street
But if one hand pulls away
Anxiety kicks in
Palms all sweaty and hot
Maybe it is the fact that I am ready and you are not

We call them a crush
Till they crush your dreams
The moment you finally fuck
And it seems it's the end of the play in your head
Something that I'm learning to see

You're a narcissist
And I am a control freak
You had your own agenda, I just let you in
I was way too open and hoping
That you could let me feel what I need
Give me someone to fix
Be all the things that you cannot resist
Cause I'm a control freak
But your ego is beyond controlling

(Oehh ahh)

We call them a crush
Cuz they crush your dreams
Think they're in love
But they love extremes
Taking a risk
Just by taking you out
Then leave a bitter taste in your mouth

I put the whole world on hold
Because without you I feel cold
And I don't understand this feeling
I need you to know
That I needed you close
No distance between both, of our bodies
But to touch ain't enough when spiritually
We are so far away

You'z a narcissist
I was control freak
You had your own agenda
And I just let you in
I was way too open and hoping
That you could be the one that I needed
My savior, my soldier
There to lift some weight off my shoulders
But I'm a control freak
And my ego is beyond controlling