My Fault

I breathed in again
Against the walls of this pit
Through the ruins of my legacy
Now this is over
I know the sweetest poison is killing me
My roots sour from the weight of the fall

You throw me away
Remember the last time
When we were one
I'm lost in the flames
Seeking a trace of sanity
On the edge of this world
Return to the start line

I'm searching for something
To help me out of this mess
Show me that I can
Have my own grace
Take it off and leave it behind
Its burning in trauma
Show me that I can't
Love myself

I swear I'll writhe and I'll swallow dust
It won't change the pain behind my eyes
That are witness to hell
That lies behind them

You throw me away
Remember the last time
When we were one
I'm lost in the flames
Seeking a trace of sanity
On the edge of this world
Return to the start line

I have always been like this
As much as you use the other words
I'll become the king of this hell
And we will fall under the weight of my fault

The sins committed
Are rocks to be dragged across the surface
Of this wasteland

The guilt I feel is like a knife
And I've got a hundred in my back
I'll pick one
One that I can redeem my past
Until the wind heal my scars
Fate always brings me back

You throw me away
Remember the last time
When we were one
I'm lost in the flames
Seeking a trace of sanity

I don't know if I'll be alright
But I will give everything I have
To keep this in the bottom of my heart

And I
Even as a sinner
I have nothing to repent of
For I am the creator of them all