Hope These Feelings Dont Last Forever (feat. Nirvana Nash)

Let these mirrors reflect my demons
Absence throughout my grievance
Been claustrophobic, walls within my reaching
Cluttered, covered, motherfucker, I've got my reasons
Hoarder, no room for seatin
Selfishly chasing people, I've been blessed for leaving
Best believe him, plenty of reasons given
Straight and narrow, partially bending
Contradictive, isn't it? Absolutely ignorant
Long as I'm present, gifts I'll keep on giving
Careful with that box, don't get you no Robin Givens
Mom included, pops omitted
Currently trending, household still seek attention
Mostly privileged, no she didn't
I too played a part as victim, changed man, still working too
Only wish Micari knew, got plenty more work to do
I'm open too, so many failures I'm accustomed to
Talk about uncomfortable, but facing them's what I'm "GUNNA" do
Free Thug, shit, I can see my dreams, a mile away
Just trying to keep up, strategic in every way
Consistency every day, wish me luck
No obstacles in my way, one lane, I'm headed that way
Let's link up
To the top, we go
Blast off

Know these feelings won't last forever
Bet these feelings won't last forever
Know these feelings won't last forever
But if they do, ain't nothin' special
I'm the link that kept it together, baby, locked in
Hope they doing better or whatever
Hope these feelings don't last forever
Hope these feelings don't last forever
Hope these feelings don't last forever

Keep it a buck with me, baby, you stuck with me
Is you, gon' ride, or you gon' die
Rolling in bucket seats, crazy how time just gone fly
People look up to me, crazy how my, my daddy he gone
He looking down on me, this ain't no sad song
I wonder if you never went to Arizona
I just wonder if it mattered, never went got that diploma
I just think about them times you would tell me bout myself
Then I think about them times I would tell you about your health
Rewinding "Crooklyn" Spike Lee, I smoked a joint by myself
Thinking bout when we would watch it, I ain't have nobody else
I ain't know back then, but I really wish I coulda helped
Knowing I was just a kid, why its weighing on me now
Why I'm feelin' like I'm down, when I know you really up
I miss Andy, I miss Jackie, hope you sending them my love
I miss days when I would call you, man, the Lions finally won
I was writing this at work and started crying in my truck
Your birthday just passed, man, that really fucked me up
Try my hardest not to show it, think I finally toughened up
Tempting me to crash out, David Ruffin in my blood
Fuck it stop it, man, we off that, when the fuck they freeing Thug
I really care, take your lighters and you put em' in the air
That's for them players that we lost, putting work inside the field
That shit rare, like a Pokemon that shiny, can't compare
Since the day that my dad died, I ain't cutting off my hair
That's for the real, feel like Sampson, nigga
Still, they know the deal

Hope these feelings don't last forever
Hope these feelings don't last forever
But if they do, ain't nothin' special, I'm the light that kept it together
Baby, locked in, hope they doin' better or whatever
Hope these feelings don't last forever
Hope these feelings don't last forever
Hope these feelings don't last