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I'm giving up
It's time to strike back
I'll try my luck
I'm taking my life back
I'm taking my life back
I'll do it myself
You can't go to hell for me

You will never know the pain I'm in
The mess I've been
You'll never know the strength it takes
To start again
I have to fight this day and night
To feel alright
Just to feel alright

The darkness pulls me inside
It welcomes me in
It knows me like a dear friend
It lets my weakness eat me from the inside
No light
I cannot find my own might
To fight the demons that embrace me so tight

I have to fight this day and night
I have to fight this pain inside
I'll do it myself
You can't go to hell for me

You will never know the pain I'm in
The mess I've been
You'll never know the strength it takes
To start again
I have to fight this day and night
To feel alright
Just to feel alright

If this kills me I can't be
The things I need me to be
All this said, the lesson is
I'll always know the pain inside as my old friend

My muse has left me for dead
And, oh, I've had enough
I will not settle for less
I'm not your runner up
It's time to stand up, wind up
Batter up, batter up
Bottoms up
I'm not your runner up

They said that god would strike me down with lightning
But he only lets me down
Why would he stop now?
Why would he stop now?

You will never know the pain I'm in
The mess I've been
You'll never know the strength it takes
To start again
I have to fight this day and night
To feel alright
To feel allowed to feel

You will never know the pain I'm in
The mess I've been
You'll never know the strength it takes
To start again
I have to fight this day and night
To feel alright
Just to feel alright

If this kills me I can't be
The things I need me to be
All this said, the lesson is
I'll always know the pain inside as my old friend



Credits
Writer(s): Jade Williamson
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