Waiting on a Miracle

I'm waiting on a miracle
Throw me a life vest
Lord what can you do
Don't you see I'm drowning cause I need to rest
Swallowed up in my darkness
Try to hold my breath
No light shining through
Panic cause I'm blind and under stress

I wake up early morning I ain't feeling right
Try to win the war without a mission yo it's just a fight
Damage site scattered in the wreckage of a lost soul
Try and piece it back together make myself whole
I'm half man half lion still tryin to be the best
Crest no S on my chest I just need a rest
Praying every day a new dawn
Hoping that the pain gone I hang on
Slipping in the rain storm now I'm off track
Still limping in the fight but I gotta make it back
Body racked soul crushed no substance no blessing
Drowning in the depths of dark depression
Yes I was blinded by the light my sight is dim
A fight within the margin slim
No hope left I cast my lot
Who cares or not it's all I've got

I'm waiting on a miracle
Throw me a life vest
Lord what can you do
Don't you see I'm drowning cause I need to rest
Swallowed up in my darkness
Try to hold my breath
No light shining through
Panic cause I'm blind and under stress
Been praying for a miracle
Tried to make my blessing manifest
Alone in despair
Took a swing and missed
Only thing is left is emptiness
So lost in the wilderness
In the wilderness Lord I made a mess of this
Oh God Are you there
I need your hand as I stand at the precipice

I don't know if I'm 'a make it another day
Soul is crushed there must just be another way
I'm 'a stay grinding while reminded of my fate
Choke locked tight I fight for my escape
And contemplate my life to take
I hesitate and wait to make another mistake
Hate facing my fears I take a look in the mirror
As you're making it clear I'm in tears

I'm waiting on a miracle
Throw me a life vest
Lord what can you do
Don't you see I'm drowning cause I need to rest
Swallowed up in my darkness
Try to hold my breath
No light shining through
Panic cause I'm blind and under stress
Been praying for a miracle
Tried to make my blessing manifest
Alone in despair
Took a swing and missed
Only thing is left is emptiness
So lost in the wilderness
In the wilderness Lord I made a mess of this
Oh God Are you there
I need your hand as I stand at the precipice

I'm 'a keep waiting something in the making
Lord what can you do

Sinking to the bottom I'm ridding the train of misery
Be the epitome pain chains inhibit me
Delivered me into the hands of my enemy
Loss pain calamity this world abandoned me
Repeat insanity all life is vanity
Take my shame Lord change the man in me
Unlock the chains and rewrite my destiny
Freedom in the end remember me

I'm waiting on a miracle
Throw me a life vest
Lord what can you do
Don't you see I'm drowning cause I need to rest
Swallowed up in my darkness
Try to hold my breath
No light shining through
Panic cause I'm blind and under stress
Been praying for a miracle
Tried to make my blessing manifest
Alone in despair
Took a swing and missed
Only thing is left is emptiness
So lost in the wilderness
In the wilderness Lord I made a mess of this
Oh God Are you there
I need your hand as I stand at the precipice

I'm 'a keep waiting something in the making
Lord what can you do
Covered in darkness tell me can you stop this
Am I gonna make it through