Metamorphosis

This control is overwhelming
You've been beaten down so long
To explain makes you sound crazy
So you, You speak it to no one

Keep it trapped and locked inside
Until it's hiccuping your heartbeat
Every swallow your throat squeezes spit down

I don't wanna be the one to tell you I told you
So i'm making you irrelevant
Rendering you insignificant
You're best traits metamorphoses
That's why you got left out in the sticks
Your whole life revolves round arguments

Your so fucking annoying
The words I kept waking up to
Tip toeing my way around
Afraid my thoughts might make my mouth make sound

I'm holding onto railings
Almost feeding sea my failings
My neural pathways aren't divergent
Im so close this time I won't tell anyone

I don't wanna be the one to telI you I told you

So I'm making you irrelevant
Rendering you insignificant
Your best traits metamorphoses
That's why you got left out in the sticks
Your whole life revolves round arguments

And your also so deplorable
Your abuse disguised as honourable
When your mask slips off revealing truth
All the lies you hide come after you
Your whole life becomes your living proof

As you snap out of the trance you've been in
Years lost to non entities
It's hard to put your finger on
When you escape
Get far away
Stay gone

It's 0:45
Your sleeping turned left I'm turned right
The thought of waking up's
Way 2 dimensional to live inside
You Relish every part of sleep
Your reluctantly hibernating
Cos this dream states all your living for

I don't wanna be the one to tell you I told you

So I'm making you irrelevant
Rendering you insignificant
You're best traits metamorphoses
That's why you got left out in the sticks
Your whole life revolves round arguments

And you're also so deplorable
Your abuse disguised as honourable
When your mask slips off revealing truth
All the lies you hide come after you
Your whole life becomes your living proof