awake

I don't know what the problem is
I don't even know how the time exists
But there it all goes,
Just up and went
Didn't even have the decency to let me
Know that it was going,
On its way out
You think I'd know better
Than to let me down but
I don't know what the problem is
And I don't understand how the time exists when

I still
Feel like
A little girl
Sometimes
Stay awake
At night

I still
Feel like
A little girl
Sometimes
Stay awake
At night

I'm trying to wrap my brain
Around every word,
Everything I won't say
Things that I did
That didn't go my way
And all of the shit that I replay
Keeps me awake
Don't wanna get too close
'Cause I never know
What I'll remember most
It's getting late,
You know how these things go
Wish I could stop, refrain
But it keeps me awake

Here we go again, put another wall up
Defensive lines, yeah I got 'em all
But babe, I'll double dare you
Give it your best try
Think the only way to infiltrate is the inside
Please don't
Hold me
Accountable, for
The voice in my head
Can't leave my bed when she's talking again

I still
Feel like
A little girl
Sometimes
Stay awake
At night

I still
Feel like
A little girl
Most nights
Desperate
To prove her right

I'm trying to wrap my brain
Around every word,
Everything I won't say
Things that I did
That didn't go my way
And all of the shit that I replay,
It's keeping me awake
Don't wanna get too close
'Cause I never know
What I'll remember most
It's getting late,
You know how these things go
Wish I could stop, refrain
But it keeps me awake



Credits
Writer(s): Kelsey Roddy
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