What If

What if I never got laid at 13
Would I still need to work on my self esteem
What if never wore Jordans or smoked that weed outside supreme
Would I still have hoes would i still be me
Would I still have friends to keep me company
Will I ever find love
Will I ever find peace
Who knows anymore i just grind my teeth
What if I didn't do college
And had two kids would I be a good father
Even if I never talked to my baby mama
Cuz every time I do she just start a lot a drama
The kids starts crying in the back of the Honda
What if I crashed would it be such a problem
The news truck said ima victim of trauma
The paramedics late and they callin me a monster (well...)

What if the birds fell out the sky
What if I get too drunk and drive
What if I lose it all tonight
What if the sky stopped being blue
Would there be time for me and you
I aint got nothin left to lose

What if I didn't grow up in the bay
Would I still drink hennessy and slap mac dre
Would I still be cool would I still have game
Would I still make tunes without gettin no pape
Man what if I never quit soccer
And the cops found the weed in my locker
And I didn't get dropped on my nogger
Man I swear I probably coulda been a doctor
What if I never met Chris and I never met Mo
Would there still be an empty place in my soul
Would I have more time for the simple things
Would I still have a heart of gold
Man lately I've been overthinking
Life get crazy but it's what you make it
Time move slow when you so impatient
Running from my problems while I'm tryna face them
(Thinking like...)

What if the birds fell out the sky
What if I get too drunk and drive
What if I lose it all tonight
What if the sky stopped being blue
Would there be time for me and you
I aint got nothin left to lose

Overthinking
Wishing I was just a little bit more present
Everbody round me wanna give they input
I don't wanna hear nobody else suggestions
I've been like this for some while now
I don't want me ego to keep blocking blessings
I done put my heart in every single session
Every bridge burned is another lesson



Credits
Writer(s): Yasin Benhaddou
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