Ruined

We can't be friends, I'm sorry to say
I cannot imagine my love falling away
I gave you my heart and you said, "No, thanks"
But maybe I fell in love with the pain

I know when you're lying, you do it so bad
And watching you try always makes me laugh
You're still the person I want when I'm sad
I wish I thought you didn't love me back

Never was I as honest as with you
And I have this feeling that I have been ruined

Life before you was a liminal space
But since we met I am unafraid, oh
Before black and white, now it's all shades of red
The only person who's ever unraveled my head

Built me a boat when I forgot how to float
You could have left me out on my own
So I hung around, wore my truth like a crown
Stood still as the green summer leaves faded brown

Never was I as honest as with you
And I have this feeling that I have been ruined

Okay, okay



Credits
Writer(s): Megan Loveless
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