a blur
Took off, you won't see me again
I got a one way ticket to Neverland
I got 'too less' time for 'too much' plans
I got ADD, so my head's a mess
I keep going
Am I doing it right, I don't know it
When I'm insecure, I don't show it
Now my life's a blur, it's still loading
Up high, still on the way
I gotta improvise, but I'ma make a play
Don't think twice, action right away
Okay life hits, F it, I'm okay
I'm gonna make it
Saw it in a manifestation
Saw myself right there on stage
It felt so real, so why would I fake it?
Thinking 'bout leaving my city
I've been stuck in the same place
I see the same faces
Over and over again
It's hard to still see the difference
Between the real and the fake
It's okay, 'cause my circle won't open again
Thinking 'bout leaving my city
I've been stuck in the same place
I see the same faces
Over and over again
It's hard to still see the difference
Between the real and the fake
It's okay, 'cause my circle won't open again
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
I've been sleepless
Dark bags under my eyes
People telling me time flies
But I'm still waiting on the sunrise
I apologize for my bad advice
Still figuring out this thing called 'life'
I'd rather keep it real than being idolized for selling lies
A bunch of internet trolls hating under your photo for some likes
Meanwhile I'm showing love pro bono in real life
The lows are like how rollercoasters speed up for the highs
And the hoes are to remind what not to look for in a wife
All the things I'm trying
Everything's been easier said than done
Working on dying
I wanna be someone before my time is up
It's behind me
No more looking back, I'm headed to the sun
The world is spinning too slow for me, the universe needs to catch up
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
I got a one way ticket to Neverland
I got 'too less' time for 'too much' plans
I got ADD, so my head's a mess
I keep going
Am I doing it right, I don't know it
When I'm insecure, I don't show it
Now my life's a blur, it's still loading
Up high, still on the way
I gotta improvise, but I'ma make a play
Don't think twice, action right away
Okay life hits, F it, I'm okay
I'm gonna make it
Saw it in a manifestation
Saw myself right there on stage
It felt so real, so why would I fake it?
Thinking 'bout leaving my city
I've been stuck in the same place
I see the same faces
Over and over again
It's hard to still see the difference
Between the real and the fake
It's okay, 'cause my circle won't open again
Thinking 'bout leaving my city
I've been stuck in the same place
I see the same faces
Over and over again
It's hard to still see the difference
Between the real and the fake
It's okay, 'cause my circle won't open again
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
I've been sleepless
Dark bags under my eyes
People telling me time flies
But I'm still waiting on the sunrise
I apologize for my bad advice
Still figuring out this thing called 'life'
I'd rather keep it real than being idolized for selling lies
A bunch of internet trolls hating under your photo for some likes
Meanwhile I'm showing love pro bono in real life
The lows are like how rollercoasters speed up for the highs
And the hoes are to remind what not to look for in a wife
All the things I'm trying
Everything's been easier said than done
Working on dying
I wanna be someone before my time is up
It's behind me
No more looking back, I'm headed to the sun
The world is spinning too slow for me, the universe needs to catch up
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
(Now my life's a blur, it's still loading)
(Working on dying)
(Wo-, w-, work, dy-, dying)
Credits
Writer(s): Avery Lee Gauthier, Lennert Kuyks
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