Sad Song

Keep my shower cold till I go numb
Try to wash away what was once us
It's taken everything in me not to call you so I'm biting my tongue
Hanging by a thread for weeks now
Waiting for the sun to come out
Been holding it together but my mind's slowly going south
I wish that you could see how much I'm struggling without you
Been crying every night cause this the kind of shit I'm used to

You were a sad song I kept on replay
I was a bad drug you took anyway
When I told you I was doing fine, I lied
You were a movie, kept me on my toes
I was a time bomb about to explode
Know I told you to leave but I didn't want you to go

Haven't heard from you for a while now
27 days but I've "lost count"
Never felt more insecure, but you seem to be the same somehow
I wish that you could see how much I'm struggling without you

Been crying every night cause this the kind of shit I'm used to
You were a sad song I kept on replay
I was a bad drug you took anyway
When I told you I was doing fine, I lied
You were a movie, kept me on my toes
I was a time bomb about to explode
Know I told you to leave but I didn't want you to go

How could you do this to me when you knew that I was hurting
Was hesitant to let you in but I know that I'm learning
When I told you everything, didn't ask for you to fix me
But when I moved across the state, expected you to miss me
How could you do this to me when you knew that I was fragile
Said you'd let me down slowly but you dropped me and I shattered
My pieces back together now I'm back on track without you
Your name used to sound like pink and now you're just a

Sad song I kept on replay
I was a bad drug you took anyway
When I told you I was doing fine, I lied
You were a movie, kept me on my toes
I was a time bomb about to explode
Know I told you to leave but I didn't want you to go
Know I told you to leave but I didn't want you to go

I'm a glass heart, shattered and broken
And you're a piece of art, admired and chosen