A Heartbeat Away (feat. Ryan Oakes)

Standing on the edge of endless darkness
Barely holding on by all my fears
Sinking into my own kind of helpless
Desperate for a ticket outta here

I got an endless pit inside that it makes it hard to take a deep breath
These palpitations mimicking heart attacks so I cheat death
I'm deep inside my head running back and forth like a beep test
Was born as colorblind but the trauma got me to see red
Anger sitting deep in the chest like it's a v-neck
I take a hit and the weight lifts smokin' that meat head
I'm off the deep end but not even getting my feet wet
And still feel like I'm drowning with ankle weights on a sea bed yeah

Not sure why I kept on fighting
I've given all I had to try
Will mercy save my soul?

You may just see the end of me
It's A Heartbeat Away
All I ever wanted to be
It's A Heartbeat Away

Suffer from the judging eyes of others
Barely knowing who I am inside
Never got to reveal my true colors
Guess I'll have to save it for next time

Built up these walls and made a ghost town for a tortured soul
In a void and burning all my joints like I need cortisone
Treachery was written in the stars now that's a 'horrorscope
But it's not what I wanted shit a guess that's how the story go
Find my comfort when I'm behind my enemy lines
My skin thick, bulletproof vest, I'm strapped to the nines
I'm a ticking time bomb and that shit's a blessing in disguise
Cuz everybody knows nobody's gonna make it out alive yeah

Not sure why I kept on fighting
I've given all I had to try
Will mercy save my soul?

You may just see the end of me
It's A Heartbeat Away
(A Heartbeat Away)
All I ever wanted to be
It's A Heartbeat Away
(A Heartbeat Away)

Yea I feel, like giving up
Yea I feel, like giving up
I feel, like giving up
I feel
Yeahhhhhhh

You may just see the end of me
It's A Heartbeat Away
(A Heartbeat Away)
All I ever wanted to be
It's A Heartbeat Away
(A Heartbeat Away)

It's a Heartbeat Away
It's a Heartbeat Away
It's a Heartbeat Away
It's a Heartbeat Away