State of Being

Lately i been
In a different element
Changed my state of being
Long for a taste of holy water to seed what crops may bring

I'm in and out with insecurity, reflection foggy mirror
I try to live by words she preached she's always in my ear

I got downfalls, yes
But still i rise
Some say i fell off, yet
And still i ride

At my best, i am the best
If they say different, purely jest
Cuz it's all jokes until revolt cuz now this joker's taking heads

I watch y'all play the game for thrones that lose they splendor day and day
The spotlight shines on random motherfuckers that down with pay to play
The plants took root inside the industry, now it's hard to know who's real
Culture vultures make you viral famous, turn you to a meal

They'll eat you up and spit you out when you is not the trend
The ones you met cuz you got money, they is not yo friends
That bitch ain't with you cuz she like you, you just and end to meet her ends
You've seen the cost it takes rise, but yo it's free to see the end

The structures that we put in place are the very same ones where we lay in the grave
Everyday is a struggle, we're trapped in a cycle to feel like we ain't got a say
Our children are dying to genocide,
Dying to slavery,
Dying cuz other kids see what you carrying
The parents that fuck up the world get to outlive their kids and it doesn't seem fair to me

And I am not yo nigga
But ion got time for no lecture
Gon and pull that trigger
You never had the capitol on yo ledger

Praying for peace out in Gaza
Praying for freedom in Congo
And for all the ones putting blood on the leaves i pray you get smoked like a fronto
Pronto

Pronto
I need that equity pronto
Don't mean shit to get even
Everyone gunning for me wherever i go

Pronto
I need that equity pronto
Don't mean shit to get even
Everyone gunning for me wherever i go