My Side

Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first
You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt
Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse
Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed
Before you judge me, let me tell you my side first
Let me tell you my side
Tell you my side first
Before you judge me
Let me tell you my side first
Let me tell you my side
Tell you my side first

Okay 6 in da morning, like bae we got to get out the bed
Alarm going off, son need his meds
But it is what it is, fuck it, it is what it is
Just another day thugging with the kids
6am give him his meds, go back to bed
Ima get back up at 8, make sure my baby straight
9 o clock I look at the camera I couldn't even see his face
He was laying on his ribs, I ran in the room I ain't no what to say
I seen some shit I'll never forget, I'm not okay
And these bitches wanna play with a nigga but ion wanna play
Everybody know I love all of my kids like I love Zai
Got me back taking Xanax again, don't wanna be awake uhhh
When I say everybody know I love all of my kids like I love Zai
Zai my first born, everybody know how hard I go for him
That's how hard I go for all of em though
Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first
You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt
Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse
Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed
Before you judge me, let me tell you my side first
Let me tell you my side
Tell you my side first
Before you judge me
Let me tell you my side first
Let me tell you my side
Tell you my side first
Uh huhhhh
You throwing dirt up on my name, but that shit didn't work
Kicked me so many times when I was down, I bet yo foot hurt
Why everytime you come around you got a lil smurk
Because you don't wanna see me, swear you don't wanna see me happy
You don't wanna see me smile
I had just got out of prison had to change my life around
For my lil son you know I did it, do anything for my lil child
And bitch you need to throw in the towel
You on the internet acting foul, and you know how you get down
Your actions ain't matching the shit that you saying to me
The state took the kids & gave em to daddy to go play in the beach
You the one that rather be outside & go play in the streets
How the fuck you got a baby sitter every day of the week
(No Cap)
Because you let your granny watch em
Got me in St. Louis teaching this boy about helicopters
(St. Louis children)
And even though he couldn't walk he rode a helicopter
Because he went through neglect
Lil bitch you got me fucked up
Know you mad because my bitch bad and she so stuck up
Get in my bag, when I get that bag, gone pick that truck up
I'm talking cyber truck, ima wrap that bitch white
And call that bitch Dark, because that shit sound right
I'm Different
Aye, before you judge me, let me tell you my side first
You can look up in my eyes you can tell that I'm hurt
Just the beginning of the story & this shit a get worse
Just another sad story, kinda feel like I'm cursed