Truth

You can make it on your own I guess I'm living proof
With the lies and smoken windows couldn't see the truth
So I bottled up my pain and then I hit the booth
With the realness in my veins I've gotta see it through
I put my hand on my heart I never seen it coming
crashing down like a ceiling with the taps running
You couldn't walk in my shoes or put one foot in
She's sending message after message and they kept coming
Even after time again I guess she lied again
She thought she covered up her lies I'm on side again
I really felt down an out I'm on the rise again
I put my thoughts up in my pad I put my mind to pen
She used to kick me out the house an say don't go
She said her ex was her friend that was a low blow
She sneak texted all the time she thought I won't know
They say home is where the heart is guess it weren't home
I didn't find all of this out until we had kids
My mind was spinning like a crack head on a bad trip
Mad sh*t head banging like the crack kid
I gave chance after chance an thought that's it

Well You chose the realist out
Too many lies are deceiving when you open your mouth
I was tryna make it home you turned a home to a house
But not a man into mouse I was just riding it out
My kids can never say hey daddy where you been gone
I had a wave of depression I took it an I stayed strong
So now I push on for my daughter an my little son
An I will be right by there side until my days are done
Bridges burn tables turn and that's a lesson learnt
I was egg shell stepping till the roles reversed
Really feeling like usher I let it burn
They will say they have your back then do a mad turn
I've got my kids let the love pour clap thats an encore
What do I need more just sand and sea shore
Take trips to the park swings sea sore
Got my kids now I'm feeling like a new man I'm reborn
There's more to the story got a past an it haunts me
Can't trust do I really think there's someone out there for me
That's all me that takes time to hear out my story
Had some hard times it's the lessons that taught me
So when you said don't go im so glad I went
Times up and over I'm a hundred percent
What's meant to be is meant to be what ain't meant to be ain't
Now I brush the dirt off my shoulder the chapters at an end



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Writer(s): Calvin Snipe
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