DIRTY WORK

////****How did I fall in love with your eyeS
& juSt look paSt thoSe SignS
Yeah, I Should'a ran paSt by, I Should'a ended it-
When you told that I waS too good for you
I Should've left when I heard that I completed you
A true Statement of DEPENDENCY kept me afloat, uh
I don't know what to do with mySelf
I could never really Stop the pills becauSe I feel So ill
I know that our love waS never real, it waS only for the world'S eyeS
& that'S how I feel, yeah
You confeSSing your love for me to the world, yeah check it
I never been in love- I know that'S not how it workS, check it
What you did to me, waS DIRTY WORK
ExpreSSing what I-mhm, I mean expoSing what I thought waS intimate
It'S funny how you never told me you love me, but only on the firSt date
& that waS it, Shit
I got bored of Shit, I got bored of you bitch
She waS too much for the world'S eyeS & not mine
But it'S okay, I'm all fine
I'll be okay, I'm all fine
I juSt wanna let you know that you done croSSed the line
But I'll be fine, if I'm not fine- you'll find me I the grave, uh
Never paSt 29
Uh
& I'm walking paSt right through it- that'S how imma do it
I feel love in theSe pillS- man I'm going through it
Too much of thiS pain that I'm harboring & I relieve with myuSik
Uh, no more of theSe fucking plantS, I had a bad experience
I waS deliriouS, I took a hit & I did call up on your line
I'm So fucking Stupid
Talkin' Shit but in my mind, I wanna need it
CODEPENDENCY, we locked in like we fucking need it
& I depend on you to keep me Sane
& that waS the reaSon I had to cut you off
I did believe in uS when I waS healing
StreSSing 'bout addictionS, at leaSt I know I'm breathing
Mind iS full of Static & I'm waking up with demonS in my head
But they Sleeping
Could I be the demon & am I withering away?
& I'm getting too complacent & I juSt wanted your love
& I got the mental bracketS
I'm Stuck inSide of mindS & it'S not mine
Building up the trauma that I'm healing from
& the laSt time I checked- I waS juSt being SelfleSS
I never check on mySelf- I'm So helpleSS
LoSing my Structure & my foundation
All I wiSh, you hear my thoughtS with Some meditation
I been doing too much I left my lil baby
I never mean to cut her off- I juSt had to face it
I Should have never touched thoSe drugS, So I can Stay ignorant
Stuck in my buSineSSeS & never gave 2 ShitS about the pain or tearS
Knowing that I'm never gon' get caught up in thiS Shit again
Never worry 'bout the StreSS about a bitch or a Slut again
Uh
I need 100 & the other 100
Yeah
Give 30 to the pub & I'm having fun with it
I know my time iS limited
I'm done fucking with theSe bitcheS, they be dumb-witte-ded
They be dumb wit-it
HOS¡
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