Don't Wanna Know

When I fell for you
I never thought I'd suffer
But ilusions betray me
Again and again
But I'm okay
At least that's what I guess

I had a dream-boy
But you made him run away
After you, don't know
If I could fall in love again
What should I do?
What would you do?

Well
I'm gonna hide my feelings
And tell you I'm okay
What else could I say?
You'll only know
About those feelings
Once you hear this song I made
For you

Second week and now
I know you've got a girl
You buy her flowers
And you gently hold her hand
Wish I was her
I'm so not like her

And it is just
That I still cannot understand
That everything that happened
Was only going through my head
That's how it is
That's how it seems

So now I'm writing
All these letters
You will never read
I guess they're just for me
Still I have some hope you'll read them
It's just a waste of paper and ink

I wish I'd never even seen you
It'd mean less pain for me

Or maybe all this time
You felt the same as me
You wrote a little song
That you are waiting for me to hear
But just in case is not that way
I don't wanna know