sometimes i talk to myself

See ain't no changing me baby I'm staying ten toes
She said she looking for me see that's a no go
I stopped giving my heart to them pretend folk
'Cause all these bitches keep playing me like a bongo
And now I look at my heart and shit is ice cold
Sick and tired of the memories that I hold close
Now I know, that I gotta just move foward with my goal
VV's on the wrist froze, when I blow
Pull up in a four door, blow smoke or maybe in a S class Aventador
I don't really ever have time no more
So why would I waste time with these hoes?
Reminisce and move on that's how the game goes
I learned it quick I'm good on my own
I know it hurts so let it out slow
The lies that I feed myself to feel whole

You think you a big boy huh?
Ain't no shame in it
Sip my double cup with the pain it
Story of a don not the only one shaping it
I tried skipping to the end but the pages seem infinite
Reflection in the mirror I ain't looking at the same image
Preaching on the gram but still fucking with the same women
Lie to all your friends but still up to all the same gimmicks
Don't you ever say you done when you know you really ain't finished
Down bad for sure, said you don't make friends but command the show
Mean muggin' like a nigga bout to snatch your soul
Damn a nigga can't front that you got me though like, like
Like okay that's cool
Should've told me from the jump that you like playing the fool
Crying about some bitches and some worthless jewels (Tell me where I went wrong)

I can't help it my mind be running through a lot though
When I pull up on my city bitch it's a crime zone
Always worried about my momma being fine, so
I got a lot on my mind this world is cutthroat
Pop used to work overtime around the clock though
Walked in three dollar tees straight outta Costco
But I've always known the future holds the stepping stones
I just gotta go answer the phone
That's why I never fold, I'm on go, beast mode
Yeah I run it back tenfold, ten-four
Manifest the blue notes, all told
I'm running up the check folds, in eighth notes
I don't keep presidents in my dough, but I'll set the precedent 'til I'm old
They don't really make 'em like this no more
But I can't go back to my life before

And this I can't believe (No, no)
'Cause you been coasting on this lonely road for long (Road for long)
You don't wanna leave (No, no, no no)
'Cause you been too afraid to walk this life alone (Walk this life alone)
I done seen the pain in your eyes
I done wiped the tears that you've cried (Cried)
I don't think that you realize (Yeah)
All the pain you've buried inside
Talk too much you'll damage your pride
Leave your heart down by the wayside
Push your thoughts don't try to confide (Yeah)
'Cause nobody really gave a fuck, no

No, no
Nobody really gave a fuck, no
Nobody really gave a fuck