I Wish to Be Happy

Fooling around with myself
Abandon the kindness that I once showed
My eyes are lewd, I have lost control
I am anti-rape, but I masturbate

Could I even try?
That would be a pleasant surprise
The feeling of relief from my sinful feet
That will never happen and guarantee my defeat

Wow
Fuck this, I'm over it, I'll cum some more
Stay up all night watching some porn
An escape since childhood that became my habit
An escape from childhood, preventing a faget

I'm still alive because of all these stars
They help me see my true-self with many scars
I see them everywhere, I can't relate
Every night I return to my terrible and sinful fate

Could I even try?
That would be a pleasant surprise
The feeling of relief from my sinful feet
That will never happen and guarantee my defeat
Could I even try?
That would be a pleasant surprise
The feeling of relief from my sinful feet
That will never happen and guarantee my defeat

Now it's come to this

Because of them I do it
Because of them I knew it
I had to find a friend or something
That would never leave my side
Because of them I do it
Because of them I knew it
I had to find a friend or something
That would never leave my side

For what it's worth
It hurts so much
Even after I die
I'll remain a lie
For what it's worth
It hurts so much
Even after I die
I'll remain a lie

Because of them I do it
Because of them I knew it
I had to find a friend or something
That would never leave my side
Because of them I do it
Because of them I knew it
I had to find a friend or something
That would never leave my side

Recover it all, recover it

I want to see you weak so cry
I want to help you fly so try
Stop blaming yourself for failing
I can't stop my hating
I want to see you weak so cry
I want to help you fly so try
Stop blaming yourself for failing
I can't stop my hating

Jerking off

Could I even try?
That would be a pleasant surprise
The feeling of relief from my sinful feet
That will never happen and guarantee my defeat
Could I even try?
That would be a pleasant surprise
The feeling of relief from my sinful feet
That will never happen and guarantee my defeat

I wish I was happy



Credits
Writer(s): Alec Christopher Real Nunthapiwat
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