i'm fine

People keep asking "is everything okay?"
I don't get it
Everything's fine, it's fine, I'm fine everything's great
Don't worry about me, ok?

I've gotten so used to feeling alone
Bed rot cooped up when I'm at home
All I crave is some solace but if I'm being honest it's hard for me to just stay in my room
I'm not proud of the things I've done
Lost some friends, hurt some people
And life moves on
But it's nights like these when I'm underwater
I just want to hide under the covers

I'm so scared
I don't want to do this
It's not fair
Will somebody remember?
Will I make it to December?
I'm fine, I'm fine, but really crying
Inside, no I don't want to lie
I'm really not alright

I'm not so good at making friends
Try to please every person to keep a trend
I don't know how to act when I'm out unless I'm on some substance and I
Swore to never let myself believe
That the world would just be better without me
But time and time and time again intrusive thoughts keep rushing in

I tell myself
It's already happened
Don't be scared
You're not gonna die
Won't you rest your head tonight?

I'm fine, I'm fine, but really crying
Inside, no I don't want to lie
I'm really not alright
I'm fine, I'm fine, but really crying
Inside, no I don't want to lie
Help me fall asleep tonight

I'm fine, I'm fine, but really crying
Inside, will anybody remember
How we made it to December?



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Writer(s): Kevinjoeffre Piguing
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